An Amalgam of Haiku
On the annoying nature of people apologizing all the time for things they don’t control
Sunrises and Sunsets
Earth's revolutions, constant
Gaia says sorry - Stop
~Theodore Maestranzi
Embrace Spring - Warm Soul
Pollen Coats the Car - Achoo
Apology for Fucking
~Theodore Maestranzi
On someone changing their shoe type
boots fall away, ankle?Read More
feel the breeze and unwind
warm grass soon (future)
~Theodore Maestranzi
Chronological Order
While writing Manuscript 8, I realized that the story I wanted to tell was much larger than my initial scope (maybe not in words, but in content). Perhaps it was a weird place I ended up, but I felt that the novel needed to go deeper and deeper into the two main characters and their struggle. I began to spiral and twist in the wind. Knowing what I wanted to do, I had to decide what to do with Manuscript 8: 1) to keep going with sheer willpower or 2) take a break and research the necessary non-fiction to make that novel rich and multifaceted.
I chose the latter, and I ended up moving forward with Manuscript 9. Which has thrown me into a confounding predicament: which one came first? I’ve had this feeling before when I thought about how my manuscripts would be listed on a website or in the front of a book. But this is even more problematic because, in that situation, you could use the publication date to add their chronological order.
But here, in my internal filing system, I have two manuscripts and I jumped over an incomplete version to focus on the next one in the list. I fully plan to go back to Manuscript 8 and have been researching it, but can I still call it Manuscript 8? [Click “Read More” to… well… watch me spiral]
Read MoreNew Category – In Memoriam
Writing is how I deal with loss and questions. I don’t know why, but when I hear of loss, my first thing to do is write haiku; perhaps it is me attempting to emblazon my feelings into a notebook at that moment in time and never let them slip away or be corrupted. Now, I’ve shared these haikus before but didn’t call them out as being for a specific person or the passing of that person. Moving forward, and with heavy heart, I have created a new category: In Memoriam to better help me tag and organize these memories. I have been contemplating this for a couple of years and finally decided that I would be implementing the new category due to losses around me recently. I don’t want to use it much and I may not use it at all (these feelings tend to be raw and I am not sure I do want to share them).
Read MoreGearing Up
A little while ago, I posted about getting back on the horse (wagon?) and writing. Shortly after that, I wrote no real blog posts. As always, it is important to note that writing for me has a priority order and this website is the lowest on that list. While I love waxing philosophical, it doesn’t grow my fiction content. However fiction may be a great place to hide those theories, my writing on the website and in these blogs, can be more pointed and direct.
Thus, I am hoping to get more posts out throughout this year. I made a challenge to myself awhile back to put out at least four posts per a month. I missed that mark at the end of the year even though I took off most of December to focus on manuscript 9 (working title, was: Captivated by a Dick in the Sand, now it is An Unforgettable Truth). However, I put down 25,000 words over two weeks and fleshed out the rest of the world. It was a great time.
Even as I say this, I realize that I’m postponing writing fiction to get this post out for the New Year (I said I would start on the 1st but… well, I got 6,000 words written that day). With that, I must away (not literally, I am going to stay in this chair and write on this keyboard, but it will grow manuscript 9 not the blog section of this website). Have a wonderful New Year and be productive!